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28th-Mar-2009 08:21 pm - Jar of Dirt

I've got a jar of dirt!

So why IS the rum gone?

Mood:silly
Music:"I've got a jar of dirt"

13th-Dec-2008 09:43 pm - Meme: Happiness 1

Happiness Meme: For 8 consecutive days, post about something that made you happy that day. Tag 8 people to do the same! I got tagged by three different people, so I GUESS I SHOULD DO THIS MEME. XD

I got tagged...xD

I don't even know 8 mutual friends that check their LJ constantly ~~like me.~~

LOL! I tag Katie and Em, since if I tried to do that cool blue LJ font thing, I'll never get my font back to normal. Kuddos to LJ. =_____=

What made me happy today...telling my dad my extremely weird dreams and seeing his reactions. He says I should write a book on abnormal psychology. xD Maybe it was a good thing I wasn't in Alice in Wonderland...it might give me more new ideas...xD

Dad: No wonder why you have such weird dreams! Look at your PJ top!
Me: (looks at top which is purple and has body stands that have outfits on them. Says 'Window Doll' all over them)
Dad: I mean, those things can just get up and chase you in your dreams!
Me: Hey! Don't give them any ideas!

Guess I shouldn't tell him about the dream I had of shopping in an Asian market on an AIRPLANE. I have no clue where I get these dreams. The coolest was when I played pool with Anne Frank. And then I played on a GIANT playground where you had to climb a ladder to swing on a giant swing. Yep. :)

Mood:cold
Music:Reliant K

30th-Nov-2008 09:15 pm - Let it all Out~Reliant K

Let it all out
Get it all out
Rip it out remove it
Don't be alarmed
When the wound begins to bleed

Cause we're so scared to find out
What this life's all about
So scared we're going to lose it
Not knowing all along
That's exactly what we need

And today I will trust you with the confidence
Of a man who's never known defeat
But tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
Oh, inconsistent me
Crying out for consistency

And You said I know that this will hurt
But if I don't break your heart then things will get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
The end will justify the pain it took to get us there

And I'll let it be known
At times I have shown
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me
There is strength

And you promise me
That you believe
In time I will defeat this
Cause somewhere in me
There is strength

And today I will trust you with the confidence
Of a man who's never known defeat
And I'll try my best to just forget
That that man isn't me

And You said I know that this will hurt
But if I don't break your heart then things will get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
The end will justify the pain it took to get us there

Reach out to me
Make my heart brand new
Every beat will be for you
For you
And I know you know
You touched my life
When you touched my heavy heart and made it light

Mood:lonely

7th-Oct-2008 09:26 pm - Still alive...

So I haven't posted anything in awhile.

Not much to say actually...but I'm getting to the point where I am reluctant to spill my guts out onto the Web...even though I know for a fact only a few read it...

So I shall post lyrics.

Or talk about Epithelial tissue.

Elisa, you are so lucky I'm lethargic right now....

Famous Last Words~My Chemical Romance

Now I know,
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,

And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.

So many,
Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,

Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.

I say.

I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.

Asleep, or dead...

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Mood:exhausted

12th-Sep-2008 05:56 pm - FINALLY!!! I CAN POST SOMETHING!!!!

FUNKY ASS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry, but Livejournal is *censored etc....* I haven't been able to post anything for 3 friggin weeks because of AOL's stupid browser. And then I remembered a convo I had with wonderful Barb awhile ago telling me to use AOL to open the Internet and then use Internet Explorer's browser, since AOL has such a crazy one...Thank you Barb! :D

Now to play a game. :D

1. Pick 10 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses, and put who guessed it.
5. NO GOOGLING!/using IMDB search functions or using social networking sites.
6. To guess, write a comment below with the number and the name of the movie.

1. You got it, sweetcakes. No more talking, singing, zip.
2. To hell with sex! It was better than sex! We held each other! What I needed, he gave me great.
~~3. Listen, my philosophy is this: If you don't have a good sense of humor, you're better off dead.~~ Who Framed Roger Rabbit - yokimon
4. Like... being born, only backwards... I remember, I didn't go where I was supposed to go... I just stayed behind, so my dad wouldn't be lonely
5. This is Sammy Davis Jr. Jr... She is Grandfather's Seeing Eye bitch. Father purchased her for him not because he believes Grandfather is blind, but because a Seeing Eye bitch is also a good thing for people who pine for the opposite of loneliness. In truth, Father did not purchase her at all, but merely retrieved her from the home for forgetful dogs. Because of this, she is not a real Seeing Eye bitch, and is also mentally deranged.
6. There's a time when a man needs to fight and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny's lost, the ship has sailed and that only a fool will continue. The truth is I've always been a fool.
7. I've spent so long in the darkness, I'd almost forgotten how beautiful the moonlight is.
~~8. If I lose my magic, that means I've lost absolutely everything.~~ Kiki's Delivery Service - kalliel
9. Good afternoon. I am the Grand Exalted High Macha of Raspur, a nonexistent but real-sounding country.
~~10. There are two kinds of metal in this yard: scrap and art. If you gotta eat one of them, eat the scrap. What you currently have - IN YOUR MOUTH! - is ART.~~ The Iron Giant -mtglass54

Good luck! ;D

Mood:okay
Music:MCR

17th-Jul-2008 10:21 pm - Good Enough~Evanescence

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

Mood:lonely

18th-Jun-2008 08:13 pm - FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This comic is AWESOME

And for some reason this was stuck in my head this morning when I woke up...guess it was because it WAS the last day of school...

( Clicky Clicky )

FREE ATLASS!!!! FREE ATLASS!!! xD

Mood:sleepy

20th-Apr-2008 04:45 pm - How Arcane...

Taken from : hamiltonparanormal.com/hotspots.html

The Fatal Car Accident Of actor "James Dean"

On September 30th/1955 48 years ago the legendary James Dean met his fate on Route 41 and route 46 junction near Cohlame California, U.S.A. Many believe that the Porche 550 Spyder that James had driven possesses his spirit and anyone who takes any parts off the car will be cursed.

"James Dean Ghost Curse"

James Dean was well known in Hollywood as an upcoming movie star in the 50's. He played a rebel role and living up to his name James always lived his life in the fast lane. In 1955 James was attracted to a silver Porche 550 Spyder .... James purchased the car and planned to race it in the upcoming races out in the Salinas. Dean was thrilled with the car but several of his friends were not.

Dean's mechanic (Rolf Whether) rode in the car with Dean as they pulled out of Altantis on this fateful day. Following behind Dean's car was Bill Heckmen and Stan Roth in a Ford Station Wagon.

Once Dean had gone onto the highway he let the car loose to see what it could do. Dean kept his speed up until he was pulled over by a state trooper around 3:30pm and received a ticket. Once again Dean climbed back up to speed and then they started to descend from the Diablo Range Mountains. At 5:59pm Dean met his fate when he went head on into another vehicle that was driven by Donald Turnupspeed. Dean was killed instantly.

Dean's mechanic (Whether) was thrown from the car and suffered extensive injuries. The driver of the other car (Turnupspeed) suffered only minor cuts. The Porche was badly mangled.

Later, after the accident Barris bought the car planning on using the Porche as a spare car for parts. When the car arrived at Barris's Garage it fell onto a mechanic during the unloading of the car breaking one of his legs.

Two physicians bought the engine and drive train to put into their own race cars. On October 2nd/1956 they raced their cars for the first time using the parts from Dean's car. One physician was killed in an accident, the other one had an accident which seriously injured him....

Two of the tires of Dean's Porche were purchased by a young man who later reported that both tires had blown at the same time almost causing a fatal accident. Souvenir hunters that stole parts of the car met with severe injuries.

The highway patrol thought it would be a good idea to use the Porche for a safety exhibit. During one of the exhibits they had the car parked in a garage. During the night the garage went up in flames and every other car was destroyed by the blaze except Dean's Porche.

Later on the car went to a Sacramento High School to be put on display on a pedestal. All went fine until the exhibit opened, then the car fell off the pedestal breaking the hip of a student.

The car was then sent enroute to the Salinas, but on the way the car fell off the flatbed truck killing the driver. Two years later it fell off another truck causing an accident. Then in 1958 the car again fell off another truck causing another accident.....

In 1959 the car was on display again. This time the car just fell into 11 pieces for no reason. In 1960 the car was crated and sent to Los Angeles. The crate with Dean's Porche never arrived to Los Angeles, it just disappeared.

You can view a video clip of the computer enhancement of the crash by going to the url below....
http://www.exponent.com/multimedia/cases/dean.html

Mood:curious

12th-Apr-2008 06:15 pm - Remember These?

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Mood:blah

5th-Apr-2008 04:29 pm - Trust Me ~The Fray

Looking for something I've never seen
Alone and I'm in between
The place that I'm from and
The place that I'm in
A city I've never been
I found a friend or should I say a foe
Said there's a few things you should know
We don't want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older, you will understand

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me
We don't give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me
We don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak
I'll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

And again maybe you don't
And again maybe you won't

When you're older
You might understand
When you're older
You might understand